Oh
how I would like to survive
On
this plane of living, with you by my side
Not
just for the length of a mortal coil
But
for eternity everlasting
But I
feel filled with doubt and fear
Exhaustion
fills my every pore
I'd
like to lay down my head at once
And
fall asleep silently crying
To
release some of the pressure that is building
Before
something terrible can happen to us all
Being
this tired hurts, inside my mind and soul
And
throughout my muscles and bones
How I
wish to feel the fire
That
once consumed my very veins
The
flames of passion, of creation
A
muse that forged the words I laid down
Yet
still I merely just exist
In a
body that's not really living
While
it's filled with nothing but distraught
Never
feeling anything it yearns for
Is
this my curse, to carry for always?
For
the wrongs I have dealt long ago
For
the feelings and lives I had hurt
There
is no spell to remedy this ache
But
still I shall reverently hope
To
the bottom of everything that I am
That
someday I'll be myself again
And
not just a shell of what I used to be
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