Because of you, it’s not even sidewalks
that I dare near
I stay indoors where no one can see me
and question my actions
I hate playing everything safe, but the
pain just hurts too badly
We promised to love each other
eternally and more
Yet my trust in you is less than it was
before
Don’t want to look weak in front of you
Or pretend that everything is ok,
So as not to worry anyone else
I’ve cried inches from your side
And you didn’t even notice
I can’t cry in the middle of the night
For fear that you’ll hear me and overreact
I hate that you won’t give me space or
let me breathe
When it’s you that has hurt me so
deeply
I would rather keep everyone out of my
heart
Than be afraid to take another step in
this world
It’s because of you that I became who I
wanted to be
But that was then, this is now, and I have
no control
I want to ignore you, make you suffer
the pain I feel
But vengeance and rage are not things I
know how to deal with
So I’ll just hide inside until the
coast is clear
Until what happened is forgotten to
everyone
But the person that wallows deep within
my soul
Piece by piece, the real me will
probably disappear
The shame becomes too much for even the
strongest
And because of you I don’t know how to
live any longer in this world of fools
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